March 1, 2012

My Virginity Crisis.

Okay, I might be exaggerating by calling it a “crisis”. I’ve just been thinking about loosing it SO much lately. I’ve been thinking about it since like last October. 

I always thought I wanted t be a virgin until I was married. I just think it’s such a beautiful concept to completely give yourself to your husband on your wedding night and for him to have the special “gift” that no other man has ever gotten. And the whole thing about having the veil in your face and stuff at the wedding, it always seemed so cute to me. And I feel like it’s something that people act like is so meaningless and I don’t want it to be meaningless when I do it. So, staying a virgin until I met the right guy, fell in love, and got married has always been SUPER important to me. Until recently. Basically all of my friends have lost their virginity (some recently, others a long ass time ago) and when they like tell me about it I get kind of…jealous I guess. I just feel like it’s something that I’m missing out on. And most of the guys I’ve dated haven’t been virgins so I’ve also felt kind of pressured to do it by them, even if they don’t ask or mention it. I feel like I don’t measure up to the other girls they’ve dated if I don’t do it.  Also, being a virgin makes me feel like people kind of see me as like more “naive” and like a little kid but I’M NOT. 

I know this is something I should decide personally but it never hurts to get opinions! So what should I do? Should I have do the deed or wait it out what?

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  1. peace-love-happiness-1d answered: wait
  2. internetblogthing answered: Don’t do it because other people have done it and you feel like you should. Do it when you want to. Fuck what everyone else says/thinks.
  3. h4lfhearted said: i meant. save yourself. don’t rush into it. you’ll regret it, if you do.
  4. h4lfhearted answered: save yourself. don’t rush into it. you
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